FATHOM INTO CONSTELLATIONS

"My thoughts are stars I can not fathom into constellations." - The Fault in Our Stars, John Green Let's talk a...

"My thoughts are stars I can not fathom into constellations."
- The Fault in Our Stars, John Green
Let's talk about the stars. Unusual greeting after a long period of blog break, I know. Also not because I wore a beautiful constellations dress by KOMINELA, a local brand based in Bali, or a Libra necklace by Mirai Jewelry. I really like the back detail of this dress even though I need to prepare for a special strapless bra to suit the back look. Backless dress is one to go to stand out in the crowd and being stylish without an effort. This kind of dress is one fantastic option to be spotlighted. And if you don't want too much sexiness or edginess, try one with a ribbon detail that can soften your look like this one.
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I tried. Writing. I did. If only I had a reply I felt worthy enough to answer questions as to why I haven't update this blog for a quite some time. I wish I had a reason I felt good enough to explain what it is in my head. I know the words but I have no idea how to string them into a sentence. Like I am losing my ability to write. I was kind of lost. I was thinking about many things and I usually spilled them poetically through some narrative writings, but I couldn't get any of these straight. Like stars in the vast night sky, shining though, but they can't seem to give me a picture, a composition, or, shape, yet.
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Talking about stars and space objects, I am an admirer of the working universe and the dark night sky is an overall mystery to contemplate. Looking up at the stars, the sun, the moon, the planets and other solar systems beg to infinite questions. Are humans alone here in the whole universe? Is there a God who created all this? Is there a beginning and end? Humans are drawn to the 'when', 'where', 'how' and 'why' of it. How our ancestors relied on stars and space objects to guide their way or named certain things like Gods, Goddesses and days. Van Gogh who even in his troubled conflicted mind-state saw and created "Starry Night" as a representation and reflection of its beauty. The Lion King, when Mufasa told his son, Simba, that the great kings of the past look down on us from those stars, so whenever Simba felt alone just remember that those kings would always be there to guide him. How Naoko Takeuchi created Sailor Moon which becomes my favorite anime of the five-years-old me. And about people who are drawn into the fun trivia facts of astrology and zodiac signs a lot aka I who are drawn into the fun trivia facts of astrology and zodiac signs a lot. Or about Celestial Love when lovers say it's in the stars to explain the fated nature and destiny. There are so many examples of how humans are influenced by the stars in the night sky. It is at the present time that it is impossible to answer and behold all facts and secrets. We are still trying to reach greater heights even though we have reached till the moon that truly summarize "to the moon and back, to infinity and beyond" and draw the answer we want to seek.
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It feels weird when I am not filling this space even in my very busy, bored, mundane and dullness I feel about life. I always miss to be here. Like a home where I feel homesick when I haven't came back to stay for awhile. And as I stated on my about page where I thank the stars that we fallen to meet each other here in this blog, whether an old friend or a new stranger, for staying and be a part of my story-sharing in this blog. I wish to meet you all more in my next posts. Give me time to sort these scattered mind out, until I fathom them into constellations.
❤️
xx

Wearing: MIRAI constellations necklace, KOMINELA constellations maxi dress, COCRAPARIS round rattan bag 
Photos by: Angga Wiadnya

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